A Soundtrack for The Grief ‘Journey.’

Yesterday morning, I woke with the first line of, ‘The Long and Winding Road,’ by The Beatles playing in my head and it’s been playing on repeat ever since. This seems to happen to me on a regular basis, as if my life is being played out on a big screen and the tunes IContinue reading “A Soundtrack for The Grief ‘Journey.’”

Soul Searching

July 2004 A day or so had passed, since Faye had died and I couldn’t sleep. I got up in the middle of the night, grabbed my car keys and went for a drive. I instinctively drove to her preschool and once there, outside the locked gates, I turned off the engine and sobbed. SheContinue reading “Soul Searching”

Why Me? I’m Feeling Singled Out and Angry.

“Forget what hurt you in the past, but never forget what it taught you. However, if it taught you to hold onto grudges, seek revenge, not forgive or show compassion, to categorize people as good or bad, to distrust and be guarded with your feelings then you didn’t learn a thing. ” – Shannon L. Adler.Continue reading “Why Me? I’m Feeling Singled Out and Angry.”

Who Am I and How Did I Get Here?

If you want a happy ending, learn to open up, because no one can finish a story with a closed book. — Nishan Panwar. My name is Carolyn and you are very welcome here. My daughter Faye, passed away on the 25th July 2004 – when she was just three and a half years old.Continue reading “Who Am I and How Did I Get Here?”